Somewhere Somehow

Have you ever felt lonely or unwanted even when you have alot of friends around you?
Or do you feel that you need someone in your life so as to accompany your lonely heart?
You may wonder why life is unfair. Why it is so hard to find that right person.
The answer to those questions may lie within yourself, as some of us deny the fact that the cause of all our problems is ourselves. We tend to push or look at problems from other point of view and not from ours. The only time we look at those problems is a feeling of self regret self pity for ourselves that we causes those problems.
We can change for the better and wake up to a whole new day if you stand up, and change the way things are. You can do it only you have the mind and thoughts to change your life as it is infact Your life that we are talking about.

Arcana Arcanorum

ARCANA ARCANORUM

ACE OF SPADES POWER

The energy that is within us all; the essential force of being. It cannot be denied.

TWO OF SPADES GAIN

Physical and mental betterment; one's work is succeeding.

THREE OF SPADES HEALTH

Stability; disappearance of illness or decay.

FOUR OF SPADES FREEDOM

Lifting of oppression; the inner power of the individual stands unchained.

FIVE OF SPADES COMPETITION

Healthy conflict, bringing about the better of all parties involved.

SIX OF SPADES MEDIOCRITY

Lack of progress; mundanity.

SEVEN OF SPADES HUMILIATION

Embarrassment; a waste of human effort.

EIGHT OF SPADES LOSS

The loss of something physical or mental.

NINE OF SPADES ARROGANCE

Taking one's position too seriously; overconfidence.

TEN OF SPADES DEFEAT

Destruction of one's accomplishments or attempts; physical or mental reduction.

JACK OF SPADES CHANGE

The essential force in all things. Change can be for the better or for the worse; only the individual can decide which he or she wants.

QUEEN OF SPADES VULNERABILITY

Opening up oneself to injury or to downfall.

KING OF SPADES VICTORY

Triumph; physical or mental release.

ACE OF DIAMONDS

MATERIALITY The physical; the temptations.

TWO OF DIAMONDS LOYALTY

Staying besides oneself or one's responsibilities.

THREE OF DIAMONDS HONESTY

Being true to oneself and those around one.

FOUR OF DIAMONDS CHARITY

Giving to the needy, not necessarily in physical considerations.

FIVE OF DIAMONDS CONFUSION

Material unrest; one is unsure of oneself.

SIX OF DIAMONDS ANXIETY

Further material unrest; one is starting to lose control of that which is in and around one.

SEVEN OF DIAMONDS FUTILITY

Work for nothing.

EIGHT OF DIAMONDS FEAR

That which will end us all if not put into its proper place.

NINE OF DIAMONDS BIAS

Unneeded prejudice; blindness.

TEN OF DIAMONDS FRAUD

Lies, deceit, sin.

JACK OF DIAMONDS PATIENCE

One of the greater things in life; one must learn to wait for what is coming to one. All things happen, given the right place and the right opportunity.

QUEEN OF DIAMONDS VANITY

Pettiness; personal materiality taken to the negative extreme.

KING OF DIAMONDS CONTENTMENT

Happiness and solemnness with one's position in the world.

ACE OF CLUBS SPIRITUALITY

That which is without, and yet within. All of us have the energy inside of ourselves, if we wish to let it out.

TWO OF CLUBS (or THE CIRCLE) SIMPLICITY

The perfection of spirituality. The oneness and beauty of the circle; the solidarity and singularity of a point. Nothing is better.

THREE OF CLUBS COMPREHENSION

Understanding, cognition, positive thought energy.

FOUR OF CLUBS RESPONSIBILITY

Taking care of one's commitments.

FIVE OF CLUBS REFLECTION

Looking at one's own accomplishments and failures and feelings. The importance of this is not known to the nonspiritual.

SIX OF CLUBS INNOCENCE

Naivete; failure to attempt to understand the world around one.

SEVEN OF CLUBS DISAPPOINTMENT

Disappointment in oneself; unwarranted unhappiness in the world around one.

EIGHT OF CLUBS INSTABILITY

Internal strife; the foundations within are crumbling.

NINE OF CLUBS STAGNATION

Fermentation; worthlessness.

TEN OF CLUBS IMMATURITY

Failing to understand one's place in the world; taking for granted.

JACK OF CLUBS SHAME

Shame is dangerous. One need not be ashamed of oneself; there are many other things in this Universe that demand attention, and warrant more.

QUEEN OF CLUBS EQUILIBRIUM

The essential balance of the Universe. All was once in Equilibrium; one day, all will return.

KING OF CLUBS FORESIGHT

The ability to predict what is coming; an important attribute in any person.

ACE OF HEARTS LOVE

That communion between two souls, with a beauty that can never be forgotten or ignored.

TWO OF HEARTS (or THE LOVERS) INVOLVEMENT

The meeting and joining of two souls.

THREE OF HEARTS OPPORTUNITY

The chance for betterment that one should never miss or overlook.

FOUR OF HEARTS INSPIRATION

That spark of genius that arises when one is touched by love.

FIVE OF HEARTS APATHY

Disinterest. One of the more dangerous of the evils.

SIX OF HEARTS REGRET

Disappointment in oneself or one's actions from a previous time. What is past is past. What is future is another thing.

SEVEN OF HEARTS FANTASY

Dangerous self-involvement. It is healthy to wonder and wander among oneself -- but it is dangerous to take this too far.

EIGHT OF HEARTS OBSESSION

Love taken for itself; love for another in spite of the other. Love is the sharing of two souls, not the stealing of one.

NINE OF HEARTS HATRED

Antipathy, often caused of failed or failing love.

TEN OF HEARTS ISOLATION

Loneliness; desperation; unending sadness.

JACK OF HEARTS JEALOUSY

Obsession turned around; the stealing of a soul that is not one's to steal.

QUEEN OF HEARTS COMPASSION

Oh, the beauty of love!

KING OF HEARTS (or THE SUICIDE KING) SELF-DESTRUCTION

The taking of oneself, literally or figuratively, for selfish and worthless causes.

FIRST TRUMP LIFE

Evolution, beauty, and harmony. Infinity.

SECOND TRUMP DEATH

Stagnation, ugliness, and chaos. Zero.

What are you afraid of? (in a morbid way)

you are afraid in your mentality to be lost to our own opinion and not being able to speak your mind. Take this quiz!

Gravity Kills - Goodbye (Mortal Kombat OST)

In a mirror of you, reflections of you, you're showing what you
Feel like inside, Need the power of two, just me and you
An image that you hold in your mind. Sometimes you're
wrong and then sometimes you're right, You don't expect me
to put up a fight. I'm sick and tired of all of your lies
I'm sick and tired and I'm saying goodbye.
I don't need this poison, I don't need control, I don't need forgiveness
I don't need you - You're a shadow of me
what I used to be. I'm fading as the light dims
outside, I know what you need, because I can
see I'm taking over thoughts in your mind. Sometimes
you're wrong and then sometimes you're right, You're in
the dark so I'll turn on the light. I'm sick and tired
of all your lies. I'm fucking tired and I'm saying goodbye
I don't need this poison, I don't need control
I don't need forgiveness, I don't need you
I don't need this poison, I don't need control
I don't need forgiveness, I don't need you

Chris De Burgh - High On Emotion

Yea here we go again,
We are moving from a spark to a flame;

I am high on emotion, high again,
High on emotion, your love will find the way;

Oh my heart is burning like a fire,
Closer now and she is breathing desire,
Take my hand and give it all your light,
Take command I am your rhythm tonight;

Well here we go again,
Living in a world that others cannot share,
Yea here we go again,
We are moving from a spark to a flame;

I am high on emotion, high again,
High on emotion, your love will find the way;

I am high on emotion, high again,
High on emotion, your love will find the way;
High on emotion, high again,
High on emotion, your love will find the way.


Youtube: http://youtube.com/watch?v=zMiqJR85KkM

Milk Inc. - Time

It may be true,
That it's worth another try.
But then again,
I often wonder why.

There's no answer,
There's no reason left to stay,
Is it time,
Tell me there's another way.

Chorus:
Time,
Take us back in time,
Why can't we rewind,
And take it back to
Where we used to be...
x2

It may be true,
That we shouldn't let this die.
But then again,
I often wonder why.

Every day feels like
there's nothing left to say.
Is it time,
Tell me there's another way.

[Whisper: Time, Time]

There's no answer,
There's no reason left to stay,
Is it time,
Tell me there's another way.

[Chorus] x2

YouTube: http://youtube.com/watch?v=dAXWNm0bWM0

Creedence Clearwater Revival - Fortunate Son (Die hard 4 OST)

Some folks are born made to wave the flag,
Ooh, theyre red, white and blue.
And when the band plays hail to the chief,
Ooh, they point the cannon at you, lord,

It aint me, it aint me, I aint no senators son, son.
It aint me, it aint me; I aint no fortunate one, no,

Yeah!
Some folks are born silver spoon in hand,
Lord, dont they help themselves, oh.
But when the taxman comes to the door,
Lord, the house looks like a rummage sale, yes,

It aint me, it aint me, I aint no millionaires son, no.
It aint me, it aint me; I aint no fortunate one, no.

Some folks inherit star spangled eyes,
Ooh, they send you down to war, lord,
And when you ask them, how much should we give?
Ooh, they only answer more! more! more! yoh,

It aint me, it aint me, I aint no military son, son.
It aint me, it aint me; I aint no fortunate one, one.

It aint me, it aint me, I aint no fortunate one, no no no,
It aint me, it aint me, I aint no fortunate son, no no no,

YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5vvmVIDp7v0

The Object in a Bag

Imagine this scenario,
you have a bag which holds inside is a broken object. You are very upset about that object as you really like it and thinking the fact that it's broken made you even more sadder.
Telling other of the condition of your object, and other's reaction was that they felt sad for you as that object in your bag that you like is now broken.
Day to day, you carry that object thinking that nothing can replace it. It made you more sadder thinking about it.
Now what happens if someone came and listens to you. He/she sits down and listens every word you say. He/she not only listens but understands why you still carry that broken object although it is already broken. He/she then asked you,
"I'm interested in that object, as why you are so attached to it."
He/she then continue saying,
"Would you mind showing it to me that object?"
Slowly, and carefully you took that object from your bag and display it infront. And you continue to tell as for why you really feel sad and why you still keeps it.
Then He/she asked,
"I can see now that the object it broken, but your feelings attached to that object is not."
You then realize that although the object is broken, but you still carry it around, why? because the bond between that object is still there. Which then you try to fix it, try your best and manage to put it together.
The morale of the story is, if you have problems, let it out to those who are truly listening. Only then you are able to see it and fix it. You cant possibly fix something that is inside of a bag.

Communication of the thoughts

If you have something to say in your mind, say it. Don't be afraid that others will criticize you or laugh at your ideas. But remember that, what ever your ideas are, it oppose by others so always be prepare to support your own ideas by listening and understanding as to why they oppose it in the 1st place. Don't be hard headed and deaf ears to others comments, accept it and understand it from there we me more wise to counter their opinions.
As a note, do keep on thinking hard on what to say, but instead Listen to them and say base on what they have told you.

Critical Thinking

If it was your 1st time playing a game, it would be hard to cope or to get the hang of it. When someone that you knew is already in the game, and doing well., he/she will give u advice, teach you, show you the way on how to get the game going. They will show you how to win, and teach you the proper steps in order to be successful.
Pause. Think. What if the words or the ways that were show to us really works, and we are glad that we follow that advice so as we could be successfully, if they were to tell us the things that we wants to heard. We follow 100% without even thinking for the plans ourself.
Be open, think for your own actions and then find out why it is so. Do not oppose but analyze.
Remember, plan your way, before others plan it for you. Create a plan for your goals, before you are a part of someone else's plan.

The thing you need to do today, will either simplify or complicate the things you need to do tomorrow.

Some task that we usually carry out day to day, time to time, we tend not to pay close attention to the outcome that will lead to the actions or choices that we take at present time.
Plan, Decide and Visualize the possible outcome of your own actions, may it be a pleasant or a undesirable outcome.
If we lack the ability to focus on the outcome, the things that we do in the present time may be meaningless or even a mistake that will lead to some events that may happen in the future that we would not want.
So, keep on planing, focus the task that needed to be done in order to make tomorrow a bright and pleasant day to live in.

The Elements within us

Wind
Tend to be in a debate characteristics. Listening, then would reply to what has been spoken to.

Water
Knowing what others felt, always concern. Have a intuition that makes Water Element more indept into the people who surrounds them.

Earth
Listening and understanding what's is spoken to, but much diffrent then Wind or Water, as they listen to show concern.

Fire
Listening to ideas that will then in the future be a good use for those ideas for knowledge or expressions.